Have you ever reached the point in life where you realize that if you don’t actively change the way that you are moving through life that you will continue on the same wrong path forever? I don’t know about you, but I definitely have.
I’m at one of those points right now in my life – I feel stuck. I’ve always made the same decisions over and over again, and yet I’m still frustrated that I’m not where I feel like I want to be. No matter how many times I try, I’m just not able to stick to the choices that will get me there. It’s so much easier to just sit at home and hide out, watching Netflix and pretending that I’m not miserable. I’m taking the easy way out, letting life go on around me without fully participating in it.
And you know what? I’m sick of it.
I’m sick of sitting around every day, whining about my life and how stuck I feel.
I’m sick of never giving myself the chance to succeed.
I’m sick of making excuses for myself and letting everything go downhill.
I feel like I’m just sitting around, not doing anything with my life, and I have finally decided to change it.
It’s something that I have been working on, and while I’m nowhere near done, I have finally started taking the necessary steps to get my shit together and stop holding myself back. I need to start embracing change in my life instead of running away from it.
My very first step to doing that? This blog post, believe it or not. I have put off writing this for months, logging in several times a week just to stare at a blank page and try to force myself to write something. Getting it out into the world is something that I have been putting off, but no more.
No more waiting, no more wondering, no more taking the easy way out.
I am going to finally start focusing on finding my path in life and working my ass off to get to where I want to be. While that may not look like the people in my life are expecting, its time I start being true to who I really am.
I’m finally ready to get unstuck. Are you?
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